Hey guys! ^^
Sry I didn't comment, but I thought about my guy, me and my whole situation a little much the last time -.- so I didn't feel like posting or leaving comments ....! So don't worry but I am still alive (I am glad Carrie is ^^)
Well, after all this weird acting of my guy continued, a friend of mine and his also said he's rreally acting weird, crazy and provokes people all the time. Then he came up with that holiday-thing when he isn't able to meet me; he didn't phone again though he promised to; and finally, when some friends of mine and me where sitting in an ice cream parlour to celebrate the starting vacation of 6 weeks a little, he came along with some other friends of his. He didn't even greet me (nor little Cleo), though he only talked to the Greenie a little ...
What do you think of this?! Yet he says our friendship is so important to him etc., he doesn't even greet me?! You maybe call me mad, but I AM actually! ^^ I think it's best to wait till next year starts, or you think I shall phone him after my two weeks in Denmark?
After all, I think I also need this break a little, but anyway do you think I am doing right or wrong?
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Yeah, Denmark: We're staring tomorrow. I think little Cleo will keep you all a little posted about me anyway ;) yet I am driving there with my parents and another good friend of mine ^^ I'll post immediately when I am back, and then also start that about manga, didn't come up to that till now, sry...
^^ Leave a LOT of comment while I am not here. but maybe here's internet somehwre so I'll be able to post!! Wait and see ^^ See ya. tokomi
2008-06-26
2008-06-20
behaviour sometimes somewhat weird yet not
Hey, it's a little late ^^
*yawn* I'm quite tired from tang-Soo-Do, it was our final training before our summer break. So maybe you can imagine ... *eyes closing* ! ... how tired I'm actually am. -.-
So now refering to my guy: I'm vutting it a little short, please leave questions about it if there are any I'll post asap. After all, he's very introverted these last days before vacation. And he told me he's very busy execpt of one week where he wants to meet all the other people he had asked before. And finally, he told me it's very important to meet up with that girl again of which I thought he maybe had a crush on, but now I'm really sure about ir, or am I wrong?! ><
Well, actually I won't be able to see my guy for nearly two months now. What would you do, stay in contact with him or not? And if, how to??
On the side,he seems to care about me more than normal, he helped me a lot these last days cause I had some problems with my family etc. Also we talk a little more on the phone, but this doesn't erase the fact we're going to be able to meet. And that's making me uite sad, actually. (That's normal??!! >< *confused*) Sry, but I don't think I'll write the conversatio down cause don't remember it properly so this wouldn't be such a good idea.
Hoping for you to post ideas about my guy, his character/behaviour and my "how-to-behave"-thing ^^ soon, because it somewhat really drives me crazy, yet I'm doing a trip on Tuesday together with his class, but I actually don't think we'll do this much together.
Confused, worried, frustrated, angry, a little tired yet at least a litte happy
and waitng for all you to comment. tokomi
P.S. Next week, I'll release the first of a (up to now) weekly manga discussion, about unknow and well kwon mangas. Feel free to make suggestions if you like to.
*yawn* I'm quite tired from tang-Soo-Do, it was our final training before our summer break. So maybe you can imagine ... *eyes closing* ! ... how tired I'm actually am. -.-
So now refering to my guy: I'm vutting it a little short, please leave questions about it if there are any I'll post asap. After all, he's very introverted these last days before vacation. And he told me he's very busy execpt of one week where he wants to meet all the other people he had asked before. And finally, he told me it's very important to meet up with that girl again of which I thought he maybe had a crush on, but now I'm really sure about ir, or am I wrong?! ><
Well, actually I won't be able to see my guy for nearly two months now. What would you do, stay in contact with him or not? And if, how to??
On the side,he seems to care about me more than normal, he helped me a lot these last days cause I had some problems with my family etc. Also we talk a little more on the phone, but this doesn't erase the fact we're going to be able to meet. And that's making me uite sad, actually. (That's normal??!! >< *confused*) Sry, but I don't think I'll write the conversatio down cause don't remember it properly so this wouldn't be such a good idea.
Hoping for you to post ideas about my guy, his character/behaviour and my "how-to-behave"-thing ^^ soon, because it somewhat really drives me crazy, yet I'm doing a trip on Tuesday together with his class, but I actually don't think we'll do this much together.
Confused, worried, frustrated, angry, a little tired yet at least a litte happy
and waitng for all you to comment. tokomi
P.S. Next week, I'll release the first of a (up to now) weekly manga discussion, about unknow and well kwon mangas. Feel free to make suggestions if you like to.
2008-06-17
Unsureness is the worse thing ever
Sry,
hey guys, this gonna be a really short post because I'm really tired of school. Tomorrow is free, you think I should phone my guy tomorrow or wait until he'll phone (also because he has stressed week ??)?
After all, today nothing really happened expect of the fact my best freidn really is acting strange ... today seemed to have been one of his worse days. He just never spoke to anyone and argued about any detail with anyone. Really strange, this normally isn't his style, another friend of mine who is in his class also worried a little. And him seeing acting this way really makes me worry a little ... you think something special might have happened @.@ (all dizzy)? or shal I ask him...?
As you see, I'm after all so unsure how to behave, it droves me crazy, and this mainly because I have the bad feeling my guy is avoiding me or hiding sth. from me yet there isn't any reason. You think I'm just exagerating?
Please help me out, this really sucks and I can't get it out of my mind!! ><>< ^^
So please comment. tokomi
hey guys, this gonna be a really short post because I'm really tired of school. Tomorrow is free, you think I should phone my guy tomorrow or wait until he'll phone (also because he has stressed week ??)?
After all, today nothing really happened expect of the fact my best freidn really is acting strange ... today seemed to have been one of his worse days. He just never spoke to anyone and argued about any detail with anyone. Really strange, this normally isn't his style, another friend of mine who is in his class also worried a little. And him seeing acting this way really makes me worry a little ... you think something special might have happened @.@ (all dizzy)? or shal I ask him...?
As you see, I'm after all so unsure how to behave, it droves me crazy, and this mainly because I have the bad feeling my guy is avoiding me or hiding sth. from me yet there isn't any reason. You think I'm just exagerating?
Please help me out, this really sucks and I can't get it out of my mind!! ><>< ^^
So please comment. tokomi
2008-06-16
suspiciousness seems to be a crap
Hey guys,
sry for posting not right away, but I was a little too busy ^^ I think and try to post more often again though I think I too phone my guy more often.
Anyway, we talked for hours again yesterday, and of course I was like always so relieved to hear his voice. But the more I hear his voice, talk to or about him or see him at school, I want to meet up with him properly again. Yet I don't know why, but I'm not satisfied with just phoning him or he phoning me any longer, I (at least ;) ) want to return somewhat to our old friendship and the "warmth" beween us. (I think all you guys know what I mean don't you? ><)
Well anyway, I asked him whether we could meet properly In 1 1/2 week our holidays will start; he will be on holidays in 2nd and 3rd week, me in 1rst and 2nd. So after all, my biggest wish right now would be to meet him at once, the very next second. But due to his stressed week (he said so) we're not able to - for me would also be difficult to manage -.- Maybe next week, I hope so much for it ... If not I would have to wait for another month!!
Please help me out. What would you do in this situaiton.
Quite confused again ^^
tokomi
sry for posting not right away, but I was a little too busy ^^ I think and try to post more often again though I think I too phone my guy more often.
Anyway, we talked for hours again yesterday, and of course I was like always so relieved to hear his voice. But the more I hear his voice, talk to or about him or see him at school, I want to meet up with him properly again. Yet I don't know why, but I'm not satisfied with just phoning him or he phoning me any longer, I (at least ;) ) want to return somewhat to our old friendship and the "warmth" beween us. (I think all you guys know what I mean don't you? ><)
Well anyway, I asked him whether we could meet properly In 1 1/2 week our holidays will start; he will be on holidays in 2nd and 3rd week, me in 1rst and 2nd. So after all, my biggest wish right now would be to meet him at once, the very next second. But due to his stressed week (he said so) we're not able to - for me would also be difficult to manage -.- Maybe next week, I hope so much for it ... If not I would have to wait for another month!!
Please help me out. What would you do in this situaiton.
Quite confused again ^^
tokomi
2008-06-12
meetings, birthdays and parents seem to be a 16-year-old girl's main problem
hey again, long time no "see" ^^
Well, I didn't post because there actually isn't much to post. Though I had a quite hard time with my parents because somewhat I'm sixteen now :3 and there thought of treeting me bad -.- I don't get it anyway ... Also, I could talk to my guy very much because he has an American exchange student staying with him till Sunday morning I suppose. This week really was hard, I missed talking to him >.< and then my parents screaming at me for nearly 2 hours ...
Though it was my birthday on monday, it was a hard week! My friends are coming over at saturday to celebrate my b-day so I think I'll recover and then everything will work out fine ^^ Maybe I'll post some photos then ^^
Also, because I missed my guy somuch I think I'll phone him on Sunday: asap talking to him again ^^ Also I think I'll maybe want to meet him once again ...? You think this is a good idea? Please give a comment.
*hugging you all*
@Hikari: You were so sad the last time ... everything okay again?
@Carrie: Everything okay with your parents? Do they do anything bas to you? *coming over and practising Tang-Soo-Do with them* ^^
EDIT: I just heared about it, but the new Edition of Kamikaze Kaito Jeanne (the one with just 6 volumes) is coming to Germany, this year!!! No.1 will be relaesed in september, continuing with every next month 1 manga!! *wahoo dancing* so the series will be finished in february 2009. Here you have a link with some informations about the current SDc-mangas and KKJ-Perfect Edition realesed in Japan:
http://www.s-manga.net/author/arina_tanemura.html Enjoy. ^^
Hope to hear from you asap, miss talking to you. ^^ *hug again*
16-year-old Tokomi
Well, I didn't post because there actually isn't much to post. Though I had a quite hard time with my parents because somewhat I'm sixteen now :3 and there thought of treeting me bad -.- I don't get it anyway ... Also, I could talk to my guy very much because he has an American exchange student staying with him till Sunday morning I suppose. This week really was hard, I missed talking to him >.< and then my parents screaming at me for nearly 2 hours ...
Though it was my birthday on monday, it was a hard week! My friends are coming over at saturday to celebrate my b-day so I think I'll recover and then everything will work out fine ^^ Maybe I'll post some photos then ^^
Also, because I missed my guy somuch I think I'll phone him on Sunday: asap talking to him again ^^ Also I think I'll maybe want to meet him once again ...? You think this is a good idea? Please give a comment.
*hugging you all*
@Hikari: You were so sad the last time ... everything okay again?
@Carrie: Everything okay with your parents? Do they do anything bas to you? *coming over and practising Tang-Soo-Do with them* ^^
EDIT: I just heared about it, but the new Edition of Kamikaze Kaito Jeanne (the one with just 6 volumes) is coming to Germany, this year!!! No.1 will be relaesed in september, continuing with every next month 1 manga!! *wahoo dancing* so the series will be finished in february 2009. Here you have a link with some informations about the current SDc-mangas and KKJ-Perfect Edition realesed in Japan:
http://www.s-manga.net/author/arina_tanemura.html Enjoy. ^^
Hope to hear from you asap, miss talking to you. ^^ *hug again*
16-year-old Tokomi
2008-06-05
posting due to illness and problems
well, hey again!
Because everybody has summer vacations nothing seems to be happening -.- Well, I had some problems with my parents, we had a very big fight again.(@Carrie: I think you know it very well ^^)
I got ill -.- You know, when my parents shout at me that way they did (e.g. "you're just a nuissance") I am always getting ill -.-, beause after all, they are my parents and them shouting at me in this way is really hurting me ... ^^
Well, think I'll phone my guy this afternoon. Except of this nothing happend. Need to recover a little beause of my parents, hope to hear from you soon.
tokomi
Because everybody has summer vacations nothing seems to be happening -.- Well, I had some problems with my parents, we had a very big fight again.(@Carrie: I think you know it very well ^^)
I got ill -.- You know, when my parents shout at me that way they did (e.g. "you're just a nuissance") I am always getting ill -.-, beause after all, they are my parents and them shouting at me in this way is really hurting me ... ^^
Well, think I'll phone my guy this afternoon. Except of this nothing happend. Need to recover a little beause of my parents, hope to hear from you soon.
tokomi
2008-06-02
somewhat everything back to normal
hey, mina san
I'm again just writing a short post because I've got a little much to manage because of school projects and Tang-Soo-Do ^^ Anyway, he phoned me yesterday, and that terrible feeling disapperaed now ^^ *happy* He promised to phone me again (why does he do this all the time ^^?) Then we talked a little about that girl of which I suggested he had a crush on. After all I can't say and I'm not quite sure about this. He said he did meet her on saturday, and something about walking her home...? -.- Anyway, going that much into detail would make this post too long ^^ After all, the way he speaks about her doesn't sound like he's in love with her, at least not anymore beacuse before it really sounded like that. After all, I am really relieved ^^ (at least I think I can be ^^)
But after all, what I really and clearly recognized when he talked about that girl, was jealousy. I was clearly jealous, so after all I can really say that I love him!!! ^^ wahoo, I made my feelings clear, last but not least ^^ Well, that's all for today, nothing new happened much. ^^
Hope to hear from you soon. tokomi
I'm again just writing a short post because I've got a little much to manage because of school projects and Tang-Soo-Do ^^ Anyway, he phoned me yesterday, and that terrible feeling disapperaed now ^^ *happy* He promised to phone me again (why does he do this all the time ^^?) Then we talked a little about that girl of which I suggested he had a crush on. After all I can't say and I'm not quite sure about this. He said he did meet her on saturday, and something about walking her home...? -.- Anyway, going that much into detail would make this post too long ^^ After all, the way he speaks about her doesn't sound like he's in love with her, at least not anymore beacuse before it really sounded like that. After all, I am really relieved ^^ (at least I think I can be ^^)
But after all, what I really and clearly recognized when he talked about that girl, was jealousy. I was clearly jealous, so after all I can really say that I love him!!! ^^ wahoo, I made my feelings clear, last but not least ^^ Well, that's all for today, nothing new happened much. ^^
Hope to hear from you soon. tokomi
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