time out

Hello again.

Pausing on the field of love ... what to do? Maybe you still realized I was in a melancholic mood today, well, I had a strong fight with my boyfriend yesterday and now he wants to keep a little distance.
The topic discussed was our "holiday" we wanted a do in one week. Well, due to higher costs (because of the feather his mother wants to take the train now), and due to other circumstances, p.e. I am frightened that we will have to hang around at a station at night because the train will not be able to leave, he was driving all crazy and frightening me like it was in summer, except that it is now him who seems to need a break.
Friends, I am so down to the ground, yet I don't know if it was the right decision not to go with him - I think he really hoped for a good time down there, but because of the sudden change with the train the whole plan was changed and I said "no" due to this. I so wants to travel with him, but I'm not able to and he doesn't seem to understand this. Perhaps it was wrong and I know I behaved miserbly the last weeks ... still I hope it will not turn out that we'll totally break apart.

Little wishes,

tokomi with her head a in a miserable mood.