time out

Hello again.

Pausing on the field of love ... what to do? Maybe you still realized I was in a melancholic mood today, well, I had a strong fight with my boyfriend yesterday and now he wants to keep a little distance.
The topic discussed was our "holiday" we wanted a do in one week. Well, due to higher costs (because of the feather his mother wants to take the train now), and due to other circumstances, p.e. I am frightened that we will have to hang around at a station at night because the train will not be able to leave, he was driving all crazy and frightening me like it was in summer, except that it is now him who seems to need a break.
Friends, I am so down to the ground, yet I don't know if it was the right decision not to go with him - I think he really hoped for a good time down there, but because of the sudden change with the train the whole plan was changed and I said "no" due to this. I so wants to travel with him, but I'm not able to and he doesn't seem to understand this. Perhaps it was wrong and I know I behaved miserbly the last weeks ... still I hope it will not turn out that we'll totally break apart.

Little wishes,

tokomi with her head a in a miserable mood.

Thinking about ...?

Hello!

Well, what am I thinking about today? Schools going normal, life seems normal ...
so, what exactly seems normal?

N ... nonverbal
O ... offensive
R ... rush
M ... mixed up
A ... all around
L ... lazy

Life seems to be everything to me and yet nothing, lice a piece of ice with inside a little pouding heart ... perheps this comparision especially because snow and winter officially started here in Germany.

Wish you a very cold a nice time,

tokomi who is thinking about life.

us, breaking apart?!

hey!

I know it is just a short note, and I know I can I get on someone's nerves so easily, but I am so worried recently. Are we breaking apart? Perhaps it is just imagination, but the idea sometimes is just coming up in my mind and I don't know what to do against it! Perhaps I'm dramatizing things, perhaps we're just getting old, turning into adults ...

Anyway, just wanted to tell you guys. It tortured me the whole weekend, I had to write it down, perhaps it will help!

*hugging you all a thousand times* tokomi

new year, collecting ideas

well, this might be shocking you guys, but here I am again!! [as I said today]

because I am able to talk to you regulary, I didn't really see sense in blogging, also maybe beacuse hikari gave up blogging, and for me she belonged to this ... well, hobby you might say. But I'll try to post regulary.

At the moment I try to collect ideas for another story I'll publish at animemanga.de. Maybe I'll write about moon boy, but staring publishing this story will take some time because those four stories I am currently writing really keep me busy enough.

will post some ideas those next times I am posting!^^

hugging you all, tokomi

having a little time

hello you guys!

Hope you're doing all well. I recently didn#t blog again last week, but it is only one day too late! *standing in proud* tHough I didn't hear anything from you, I hope Hikari isn't worried too much and you will continue posting! Don't let it trouböe you too much.

I know I am always worried about people, I hopwe you all don't mind ^-^ Recently I am knitting a scarf (is that right?!) for a frined of mine, bevause Christmas soon is coming up!

Exept of this ... nothing new -.-
Actually, I only wanted to tell you, Hikari, I am worried ... *hugging you*

*hugging you all* <.< lots of love tokomi