
hey guys ^^
sunny greeting from the small, cute and little stormy Denmark! I had an unexpected warm holiday with unexpected lots of fun ... and action -.- normally I have holidays to realx at least a little ... But it was fun anyway, so I relaxed at least somewhat, so I'm okay with it! ^.^
What you see there, indeed is a fish ^^ it's called a "moonfish" and somewhat is a mix of a submarine boat and a turtle. Quite a funny thing. ^^ Made this in an ocean museum.
I'll post more pictures, but there still on my camera so you have to be a little patient ^^ ...
You may read it out of the context or heard it from little Cleo-chan, but I'm happy and relaxed and have a lot of new self-confidence and "strengh" ^^ So it's really somewhat a (completely) new person you're talking to. Nevertheless, of course I kept thinking about my guy, but not too hard because there would be no result in it. Anyway, my friend and me found some good-looking Denish guys ^^*hehe* But of course it was somewhat impossible to make contact with them because they all didn't live in our neighbourhood and mostly we meet them by chance on a specific sightseeing-trip. But it was somewhat good for my self-confidence to have that my friend sometimes told me this or that guy over there at the corner woud stare at me since we entered the shop! ^^ *grin* Of course, this doesn't have to do with love or anything else, but it's summer and in summer vacation and free time, in another country you can even break a window and nobody would realize it was you, the foreigner. It was months ago I really felt that relieved and was able to do and to act the way I AM. And I really try to continue this here back in germany. Yet I can't really tell, I think I'm doing quite well with this.
It's not that I didn't miss my guy or something, of course I do. But with him just sitting around, and, while talking to little Cleo-chan, not even informing himself a little about me, if I was well or perhaps if Cleo-chan heard something from me - this is somewhat getting me a little upset. It's horrible, he even seems to have forgotten about our friendship. But what the H*** have I done?! ><
It makes me somewhat sad, but this holiday made me somwhat realize that there's no way out of it. You can't turn back to the old times, things will always be different, and change. We change, with every minute in our lives.
You see it were somewhat also philosophical holidays -.- Do you aggree with me in not phoning or conntacting him for 6 weeks now? Or shall I do something? What would you do?
@.@ waaaa. Even with a lot of new sel-confidence, I still seem to be a very confused person ^^ (Some parts never or just slowy seem to change ^^)
Glad I'm back home with you all ^^ *hugging mina-san ^^* tokomi
P.S. These next days, I think I'll post something about a manga called "Samameke", it's a little about soccer, hope you don't mind ;) Well, I think this manga thing will be something like a manga preview -.-? Perhaps, don't know yet. But I think I'll publish a little reading preview added to a summary ... sth. like this. Hope you like this idea ^^ If not, please make a few suggestions. Would be glad if you would leave some comment to this then. ^^ Have a good time. tokomi