What you see there, indeed is a fish ^^ it's called a "moonfish" and somewhat is a mix of a submarine boat and a turtle. Quite a funny thing. ^^ Made this in an ocean museum.
I'll post more pictures, but there still on my camera so you have to be a little patient ^^ ...
You may read it out of the context or heard it from little Cleo-chan, but I'm happy and relaxed and have a lot of new self-confidence and "strengh" ^^ So it's really somewhat a (completely) new person you're talking to. Nevertheless, of course I kept thinking about my guy, but not too hard because there would be no result in it. Anyway, my friend and me found some good-looking Denish guys ^^*hehe* But of course it was somewhat impossible to make contact with them because they all didn't live in our neighbourhood and mostly we meet them by chance on a specific sightseeing-trip. But it was somewhat good for my self-confidence to have that my friend sometimes told me this or that guy over there at the corner woud stare at me since we entered the shop! ^^ *grin* Of course, this doesn't have to do with love or anything else, but it's summer and in summer vacation and free time, in another country you can even break a window and nobody would realize it was you, the foreigner. It was months ago I really felt that relieved and was able to do and to act the way I AM. And I really try to continue this here back in germany. Yet I can't really tell, I think I'm doing quite well with this.
It's not that I didn't miss my guy or something, of course I do. But with him just sitting around, and, while talking to little Cleo-chan, not even informing himself a little about me, if I was well or perhaps if Cleo-chan heard something from me - this is somewhat getting me a little upset. It's horrible, he even seems to have forgotten about our friendship. But what the H*** have I done?! ><
It makes me somewhat sad, but this holiday made me somwhat realize that there's no way out of it. You can't turn back to the old times, things will always be different, and change. We change, with every minute in our lives.
You see it were somewhat also philosophical holidays -.- Do you aggree with me in not phoning or conntacting him for 6 weeks now? Or shall I do something? What would you do?
@.@ waaaa. Even with a lot of new sel-confidence, I still seem to be a very confused person ^^ (Some parts never or just slowy seem to change ^^)
Glad I'm back home with you all ^^ *hugging mina-san ^^* tokomi
P.S. These next days, I think I'll post something about a manga called "Samameke", it's a little about soccer, hope you don't mind ;) Well, I think this manga thing will be something like a manga preview -.-? Perhaps, don't know yet. But I think I'll publish a little reading preview added to a summary ... sth. like this. Hope you like this idea ^^ If not, please make a few suggestions. Would be glad if you would leave some comment to this then. ^^ Have a good time. tokomi
4 Kommentare:
Hi Tokomi !!!^^
Im glad to read something about u,its a long time i havent hear nothing from u T_T,how are u?
how your holidays with u friend?
Well I think its not true that your friend forget about your friendship but...some boys are so strange @_@ my best friend is so strange T_T, well dont worry!
I hope u are ok ^^U
bye bye
kiss
yukii
hey yuki-chaan!! ^^
Well, holiday really was fine. we visited a lot, of course mainly in the north of denmark. There was at least one bog city nearby so that we could go shopping a lot (well, we had only a few coins left after one day T_T)^^ But it was fun. As I wrote weather was unexpected fine ^^. The beach we had our house at was 15 kilometres long! ^^ so my friend and me also did walking trips on one day (e.g.), but I also went jogging every day ^^
After all, it was a lot of fun, we visited a lot, did a lot of sightseeing but also relaxed ^^ it was quite a balanced holiday (can you say so @.@??)
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I also don't really think my guy forget about our friendship, but yet he hurt me too much the last time. Sometimes he's so ignorant and self-centered, it drives me crazy WAAHHHH! ^^ *knocking a whole into the wall, then feeling better again ^^*
What's so strange about your boy?
Hope you read his though I posted it not at your site, but I thought I would match more to this topic ^^
hugging you. tokomi
ah wow i am so happy for you. I have been a total dump lately (read my other blog) since the insident and i my confidence went down the drain, plus it was saturday, i had a big competition (that i got injured in) and also Ty's date with Favi (did i tell u bout that). I'm feeling a little better now but im always stressed out and im not exactly that happy much anymore, yesterday i actually for the first time wanted to die because i felt so bad. Now my mom thinks it is because i don't get any sleep so she's making me go to bed before 11 which is a bummer, but im trying to have a better outlook. And you should call your guy or at least send him a postcard or bring something small back. I remember when Ty went to Chicago last year he brought back a bunch of little things for me and his friends (yes i still keep it in my journal) and everyone really appreciated that ^-^. It makes the people think of you. Anyway i hope you come back soon i miss ya *snifs*
Hikari
HEY HIAKKAAAAARII!! ^^
Actually, I AM back -.- So there's no way in buying something for him. Actaually I also thought again about phoning him ... bad HE is now away for another week. Also he told he has no time for me during the whole vacation, and then he did hurt me. Actually I am still quite hurt though I have self-confidence again ^^
That's why I think not even talking to him might be the better solution, or what do you think? As you know, your opinion is so important to me ^^
*hug and wiping away tears ^^* I'm back! ^^
tokomi
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