Missed me? hehe *grin* ^^. Well, I'm back from Dresde, hope Hikari you know that city. (You might look it up somewhere, it's in the east of Germany)...
Well, actually I just wanted to say I'm back ^^ Dresde was wonderful. I don't know any city which has got better ice-cream shops (have a look at the photo.) This time, we visited some old treasury of old Saxon's King August the Strong. You may heard of this. It was wonderful. amazing. Seeing all these treasures, I can only say "wow" Have a look at the other picture, it's one atractions there. (Of course fotography wasn't allowed, but nevertheless I wanted to show you. found this online.) Maybe I'll post something more about it, when you're interested in Dresde. Just leave a comment.
About my guy, nothing new. On icq I saw that he was online, though I didn't message him. He doesn't phone me either, though he knows I'm back *sniff* You know, actually, though he's been a very self-centered idiot lately (from my point of view) I am nevertheless hopeless in love with him -.- I really really really tried to change, but I can't handle that. I hurts too much. Maybe I should just have something like a final conversation after the holidays with him, in the case he continues to ignore me. Maybe that would help what do you think?
You know, I know he has no feelings for me (not at the moment hehe ^^) but I made my peace with that. And that's what changed in me during the last month we didn't talk to each other. So although he maybe doesn't love me, I am in love with him, and I can handle that. So you might say, it's a one-sided love, but it is love. And love always has at least a little beautiful side. ^^
Though I don't know what will be after holidays, I know will continue blogging here, help you guys out as much as I can. Because I don't wanna miss writing to you, it has become a steady part of my life which I need to feel good and happy ^^
You see, holidays always make me a little thinking ^^
Please leave LOTS of comments about that final conversation-thing. And please tell me if you want me to post about Dresde or not.
Hugging you all ^^ tokomi
4 Kommentare:
Well, I'm not sure what to tell you about that final conversation thing!! I don't like your idiot and that won't change that much!! First he used you (to get in contact with me) then he seemed to make at least something right (being a good friend) and now he again has managed to make me think he is the most ignorant idiot living here (I can't understand how anyone could ignore you completely and then not even ask one of your friends how you are doing!! Even my Greenie asked me!!)
Sorry but I just had this anger inside me and I had the feeling of lettin it go!!
little cleo
That is the biggest..... ice..... cream.... sundae....EVER!!! *amazed*
Hikari
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