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Hope you enjoyed your holidays ... well, for litle cleo-chan and me it's the last day after all! Refering to my guy, I think my attitude changed quite during this time. As I wrote in a comment on hikari's blog, I changed "mentally". I don't think a guy as him has to be a center of my life, so my plan for this year will be to try to get closer to him again. But if he doesn't want it or as I wrote at hikari's, "cooperates", I think they're won't be any chance for me any more. So, I made my peace with that decision. You may remember, I also told you about that final-conversation-thing, which is also "part of my plan" *hoho, hoho* ^^
I'm quite curious how this will develop. But after all, I've got some other things to concentrate on. This year wil be very improtant for me, and especially physics will be important if I will be able to study Enigneering at University. To cut it short, I'll have a big goal, which I will reach not matter what. Hope with this strategy there won't be enough space to think about the ways my guy did hurt me ...
You think this okay, after all? How does everybody do? I wasn't able to go to Sarah's, as littleCleo was, because I had something like a burn-out-syndrome in combination with my stomach hurting >.> @.@ >.<
Hope to hear soon from you. tokomi
4 Kommentare:
Hi ^o^
Im glad you are ok!!!
how are going your last day of vacation???I have 1 month more of the vacations *o* jaja Im happy^^
Im finaly fell amazing I have wonderful friends I going study what I want this year and finaly im ok with my best friend^o^
how are you?
read u soon!!!
kissuu
well that's good. i think if u decide that u dont think he is as important anymore than thats good. And u do have more important stuff to handle so i dont think u should let him go but i do agree, dont worry as much about him. If he comes to you, great, if your still stuck chasing him when he has no interest i think u should just drop it. Its not giving up because further more i dont think he is as big as a priority so then its more like donating something not needed. Im not trying to demotivate but theres a million better guys out there and really he isnt as important as yourself.
So work hard to get into University and focus on yourself!
Hikari
I do agree with Hikari!!
As I told you a billion times he is not worth wondering to much and being hurt!!
Do you have any classes with him?
my Greenie would have had 9 of 12 together!! *sobs*
*hugs*
It only can get better!!
little cleo
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