sometimes a (little) deadlock in the case of (new) self-confidence

Hey, hope you had a nice time! ^^

well, the photo at the right is mery very fave scene in fullmoon, where she realizes what it means to live ^^ In germany they wrote as translation "the wind to my new self" In particular, it mainly is like me in my current situation.
to cut it short: the reason for me posting again: yesterday I was at a party of a friend of littleCleo and mine who will be going to California in an exchange for one year. You may not know, but she was the friend who is in one class with my guy's ex-girlfriend.

I didn't get it at first, but then I saw some photos which her classmates gave my friend as a present. And on one photo, there was a girl who looked exactly like the one on the photos of which I knew that they showed his ex-girlfriend. So after all, (I am quite sure about it though I didn't ask) that his ex was there yesterday. -.- After all, personally, to cut it short, I don't like her! For me, she's too self-centered, doesn't care what other would like to do, is too fancy-natty (hope this makes clear what I want to express) Of course, I can#t really tell what she's like after just one evening, but that's my first imperssion.

Well, in that part of being self-centered she's totally the same as my guy, but even worse! >.<>.< ! By the way, little cleo yesterday told me he had a new icq-number, and added her but didn't add me (till now?). Another point which hit me a little.

So actually, I seem to have a (little big) lack of self-confidendce. Just wanted to inform you, after all ^^

Hope you'll help a little out. tokomi

P.S. hikari what was the matter about Ty? And id you get it about that html-thing? Will post for your birthday later >.-- (Though it's a little late then.) Hope you enjoyed your birthday ^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! *waaaa* ^^ *banzai*