somewhat a final goal and a reincarnation

Hey guys! ^^

How are you? Doing well? What you see at the side is one of my very new fave manga series. You may have heard of it, it's "Ciel-The Last Automn" by Ju-Yeon Rhim. Sounds in my ears very korean, and indeed, it's a manwha ^^ Is it also publishe din the US or in Spaine, Yuki and hIkari?

I'm cutting it very short today because I've only got a very short amount of time. Yesterday I was at a party of my friend who's going to US for one year, she's the one who thought she'd seen my guy with another girl. It was really fun ^^ And I didn't feel such alive and happy for a very very longtime ^^ I was able to meet Sarah and her sister, and a lot of other people who were a lot of fun ^^ Came home late, so hope you'll understand my weird english.

You may have read it in my comment yet, but I did phone my guy on wednesday. First he was really surprised and all that stuff, but then everyhitng did go very well. For more details read my comment in the last post, I'm a way too tired to write it down again ^.- Well, maybe all you guys will critize me cause I phoned him, but as I said, I wanted o make clear what things are. So, it's friendship, a somewhat close friendship and yet not. It's closer than the way I thought it to be ^^

But I think this will be all from my side towards him for a while. I will be living my life now, sometimes him passing my road as Hikari would say ^^ Sometimes maybe more ofte passing it. I've got three more year so all oppurtunities are open. These last days we did talk at school more ofte again (after me phoning him),we laugh together etc. Maybe it also has it's advatntages that we're in one class. But after all, I don't want to chase after him all the way. I'm also proud enough to say I'm living my own life. You understand me??
I'm feeling alive again. I made my peace with my decision. Right now, I'm allright (I suppose) with the new strengh from out of holidays and my frineds ^^ So maybe I was really reincarnated .... ^^
Maybe I'll post a manga yokoku the next time, found some good manga online.

Hope you'll have a good time. HUgging you all and being proud of her decision, hoping she was chosing the wright path of love. tokomi