Hope you all had a nice day. well, actaully I thought I was too lazy to make new post out of this, but I did nevertheless ^^. Will make something like a final post at the end of my first week in school again...or tomorrow?? Wait and see ^^
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Well, refering to littleCleo-chan:
Up to now, I've got 5 out of 11 classes with him, and he's, as hikari would call it, in my plod ^^ (was that right???) which actually means we're in one class.
Oh wonder, he's able to talk to me again freely !!!!!?? -.- Actually, as always, I don't know what to think of hhis behaviour. Maybe this is just going to be somehting like a school freidnship, or a real one (I "hope" not more ^^), I'll wait and see, but chances are quite good for a friendhsip again ^^
And if not, that won't be MY problem xD in a way, it's all up to him now ... By the way, a friend of mine said he should have a new girlfriend?? She thought she'd seen him with a girl in town, to vcut it short. Maybe he as, maybe not, because this friend is a type who often misunderstands things and has little wierd ways to think ^.-
Well, that's all for today. Hope you'll all read this though it's only a short post.
miss you all, tokomi
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sweet i guess we'll just have to hear more on how it goes. I do get to talk to Ty a lot and even though we've only had two days of school i guess its alright, we'll be sitting next to each other in the one class we have for the whole year. Although Craz is making me wanna kill her. I only have one class with her but at lunch and walking home i gotta deal with her and Ty still seems to think she is so amazing even though she's the biggest da*m lier ever!!!!! I hate her. And im still trying to act nice and use sarcasm and she either acts like im stupid and does it only infront of ty or tries to act like we're best friends... *wobble* even putting her, me, and 'best friends' in the same sentence makes me wanna barf. I would love to tell Ty so much about how she's full of sh*t but at the same time i would look jealous or something, even though she is full of it. All she does is try to show off to Ty to make him think she's better than me, not that she likes him, im pretty sure she's still dating his friend but he seems to fall for it. I need to find out how to burn her without looking mean and her coming back with a lie to make Ty hate me. But for now i have to listen to her obnoxious, annoying, self-centered, hypocritic, lying, dirty, ditzy, (many more names) mouth at lunch and on the way home.
Blech... *wishing there was a way she could just move away and never come back and never talk to anyone ever again, then life would be too simple but it'd be a better friendship with ty and everyone else*
Trying to chop down the tree that's blocking the road to love,
Hikari
wow you've got some huge problems after all ... well, maybe you just be patenient. I know, this mightnot be a very good advice -.- But actually, that's the only thing I can think of right now. I mean, telling the truth especially in front of Ty wouldn't be that good, would it?
by the way, I phoned my guy yesterday. Well, fisrt he seemed somewhat a little suprised I guess, but when I told him why I phoned him (I said something like worring about frineship asking him why he didn't phone or message me) he was like "omg sry ..." The first sorry I ever heard of him ^^ Though he said he tried to contact me ... well, after that everyhtng seemd to be normal agian. of course this was for from the "normal" I wigh it to be, but at least was a start. We talked for two our then our line broke and I didn't phone him back cause it would have been about time to finish anyway. Today we weren't able to talk that much, just a few sentences, but he did speak to me freely and that's the main point which matters to me. He also said at the phone he would try t phone me but already said he has got very much to do. If he does not I think I will just phone him again in a while. Cause I have three more years to make this clear, also this year just started!! NOt een a week ago ... A good start I think, after all ^^
I don't just wanna give up on him, though I am also a little suspicous of course. Though I heard more or less the details of what he did in holidays, it really was much, so I ca understand him a little because I maybe have get nearer to him again, but I don't know clearly. Though I did not ask him something like what I mean to him or so, I didn't want to trash the moment.
You see, I can understand hi on the one hand, but n the other he, as a matter of fact, DID hurt me. So I'm curious and also a litlle crazy how this will develop.
I also have to e patient, now you know why I tell you to be Hikari. Use the moment Craz is not near you, that#s the only thing you can do. ^^
Somewhat feeling strange to talk to my guy in that way again ... tokomi
sry forgot to tell you. As I thought my friend was wrong, he has no girlfriend and is still single. thought that would be important to be added.tokomi
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