Hey everybody:
Within this post, the discussion about the topic in the nb-forum begins...
The first time I met my guy and best friend was on my way from school into town to my favourite paper&bookstore. We had had technology-lessons for nearly two months together then, and he also was on his way into town so we started talking.
We picked out we both do Asian Fighting Sports; he does Judo, me Tang-Soo-Do. From that time on, we talked more and more and became somekind of friends, though we were only able to talk in technology.
The finally, my friend and me exchanged email-addresses and then after some time icq-numbers, then mobile numbers. We got more and more close, and chatted nearly every evening. He helped me with my problems etc. Then another holidays came up, and we decided to meet eah other. To be more precised I went spontaneously with him after school, but I had to leave very early so we me again in holidays.
Yeah, you nearly know the rest of the story; we got VERY close then etc. I haven't heard anything new from him again but he with some friends of him today. We had technology again today, he was the same as the last days, nearly like in the old days.
@Hikari: Indeed, I did phone him yesterday... ^^ I think there is the danger I will fall for him again...You know it somehow is depending between 51-49% but I think I'll manage it. As I said he's friendship is that important to me I don't wanna loose it because of my somekind slefish feelings...What do you think about this attitude? Anything new about your guy?
That's all for now. tokomi
5 Kommentare:
yay im happy tokomi/shizun (what do u prefer?) that you started your own blog! Well i dont think there is much wrong with falling for him is there? and plus in this case in my opinion its ok to be selfish as long as he aproves??? idk. that's just me.
And random question, where'd you learn the english (since i know your german and all) if you don't mind me asking.
hey ^^ i'll uptade my posts in a few seconds.
I know my english sometimes is a little wierd (can't help it) but I've got relatives in UK and just learned enlgish in school for nearly 6 yrs now. Of course I also improved it through my relatives (aunt+uncle) and thanks to them and my mother who has a lot of friends there through literature.
Anyway, for me it's doesn't matter wether I'm called shizun or tokomi, but I think I'll prefer tokomi caue it's a nickname some of my friends gave me -.- ^^
sweetness. cool. well just wonderin
alright, tokomi ^^
Wow.. your english really is good, I am so envious >_<
So this is how you and he met.
btw.. What do you mean by "I think there is the danger I will fall for him again..."
I think you already fell for him xD Or did I understand it the wrong way?
Of course his friendship is important to you... and I know you don't want to lose it.. Why are you selfish? just because you like him? Well you can't do anything about it can you? If you don't say anything and just continue being a friend he will never know that you like him..
It doesn't matter what you do, either confess or not saying anything.. There is the chance that you will regret it.. and I think you will regret it more if you hold your feelings back than when you confess.
Oki, sorry for my bad English xDD
Carrie
Hey Tokomi,
After all I've read today. I can somehow understand better how you are feeling towards HIM! Although I don't like him because he's very ignorant, I don't think you should give up. In my opinion you have to act in the background still as long as he is "in love" with a girl. But you shouldn't give up the whole thing because I know what he means to you. I can't say wether he really was acting like he was in love with you but I'm sure you are really important to him. You should let things go the way they're going because you can't force him to do anything. well, I know i said I would not begin to post to much, but it somehow is an overwhelming feeling to give your opinion to everything ^^
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