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2008-05-27

not moving forward

Konban wa, mina-san! ^^

Sry for the short post but I am in a hurry so please leave LOTS of comments! ^v^

Well, after all, the same with me as with Hikari: nothing is happening -.- I just phoned him Sunday evening, think I did mention that somewhere, too. After all, he's acting quite normal, not that weird again ^^

Do you think this change has got something to do with the fact he isn't in love anymore? I noticed this change in habit quite a few times now when he had fallen in love ... and there indeed were really enough times to notice! ^^
yeah ^^ lol.

Well, that's what all my confusion is about the last days and today ^^ Hope you will help me out! ^^

EDIT. Because Carrie didn't seem to understand me (you know, my english... ><) So I will edit here what I posted to her (extract; you'll also find it in the comments^^):

yeah ^^ lol.
what I meant with my question: You may remember this thing that our relationship suddenly cooled down when he fell in love with "no.4 ^^", and he nearly didn't talt to me when he had his girlfriend. But during the short time he wasn't in love he acted (though we didn't meet up properly, so I can't tell (also don't think this) completely normal again, as if there had been no time when we weren't talking.
Maybe this has something to do with each other? You think so? This is what I wanted to know actually...

Hope I made my problem clear now... ^^
Have a nice time. tokomi

@Carrie&Hikari: about Carrie's question whether we could "communicate ^^" in another way, too .... I'm sorry to say but I've only got icq ><. When there is no chance to communicate, putting a shout-box on one's blog, maybe Hikari's or mine would be an alternative - though yet I didn't find out how to manage this with the shout-box. (hope you're not wondering but I hink I posted this also somewhere else, yet I don#t remember where ><)

13 Kommentare:

Chi said...

uh lol, how can we help you out? xDD
But it is good, that he isn't weird again.

About the communication thingie xD I hav e icq don't worry, but I don't know what Hikari has.
You wrote this at hikari's blog already I think.
Lookie here~ http://cairrie.blogspot.com/
I also made me a blog, just for fun though. And I put a Shoutbox at the bottom ^^

Carrie

Hydrangea said...

yeah ^^ lol.

what I meant with my question: You may remember this thing that our relationship suddenly cooled down when he fell in love with "no.4 ^^", and he nearly didn't talt to me when he had his girlfriend. But during the short time he wasn't in love he acted (though we didn't meet up properly, so I can't tell (also don't think this) completely normal again, as if there had been no time when we weren't talking.

Maybe this has something to do with each other? You think so? This is what I wanted to know actually.. I also post this so don't worry ^^

Wahoo, a shoutbox ^^ yeah I didN#t manage this >< Too bad. Anyway, I'll link your blog. Maybe someday you will also have a problem to discuss ^^ But I think it is better to wait for Hikari's reponse to decide, isn't it? ^^

Have a good sleep. tokomi

Anonymous said...

tokomi, did you mean that he acted normal because he isn't in love with you anymore?

Hydrangea said...

no, in fact THAT'S the thing I don't know ^^ No, I meant that he's maybe acting normal to me when he isn't in love with any girl anymore. In fact, I still don't know whether he really was in love with me...

@-@ confusion: I know this is quite difficult to understand ...

Did you get it now, neko?

Cleo said...

Hey Tokomi,

*despairing* it's still not working.... *sniff
Well, I'm still interfering as well as I can... XD
I hope you and your friends don't mind that... *blushing*

Did you ask HIM about his grades??
And do you have the intention of meeting him during the holidays??

Hydrangea said...
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Hydrangea said...

waa, you guys are making me blushing ^^

@ Hikari: in fact, sb are not th initials of my guy *blush* No, I'm sorry for using this but our English book uses them for the for "sb" sor "somebody" (e.g. in the vocabulary list) Well, I know I sometimes make bag mistakes, but I am trying, I think I'll get better in time ^^
Thanks for your support: For me it would be to embarasing to ask this, too. Though my friends say I am pretty open-minded, I yet don#t have the courage for this...

@littleCleo: maybe Hikari really should help you out - I don't know how to solve your problem, too. ^^
And it's quite depressing.
No, I didn't aks him about his grades, we just talked a few words about technology (because of the test tomorrow), not more than two minutes of talking, I was in a hurry to go to philosophy.
Of course I will try to meet him in the holidays - I hope to, but I will try as hard as I can, because within the last days I realized something else: Talking with him on the phone again really is fantastic, but it makes me also miss his calls -.-
Well after all, everything has advantages and disadvantages ...

tokomi

Cleo said...

I'm a little bored...
so what better than writing in such a situation?
I just visited Tokyopop and I would like to buy 'Summer Rain' but I've not enough money yet.*sniff*
Well, hope to buy your present tomorrow :D
bye now

Chi said...

Ah hey Tokomi ^^
I did understand what you mean xD
But I didn't really know how to help you in this situation. Your guy does "ignore" you when he has a girlfriend. I think he is just too busy with his girlfriend or he doesn't want her to be jealoua because of you or something ^^ So when he breaks up with her, he doesn#t need to worry about his girlfriend anymore and that's why he is normal again. right? ^^
I still haven't got the problem though T_T
No, I meant that he's maybe acting normal to me when he isn't in love with any girl anymore. In fact, I still don't know whether he really was in love with me...

Of course you don't know, and he never said that right? or did you ask him about it?
And he didn't ignore his friends back then because you wasn't his girlfriend I think...

Carrie

P.S. You have birthday soon? How old will turn? ^^
Summer Rain? I haven#t read that yet, but this was a manga of a German girl right?

Hydrangea said...

yeah, indeed it was ^^ Actually Carrie, I don't know whether he ignored the rest of his enironment during that time because it was in holidays, we haven't talked about this matter so in fact I don't know.
And if he really was, I think it wouldn't matter today because he wouldn't be anymore, would he? I would have to start from the beginnig anyway so...

I don't know about Summer Rain I think you have to ask little Cleo, kay?

You know Shinshi Doumei Cross (Arina Tanemura) . kyhaaa I bought the newest volume today ^^ *banzai*

tokomi

P.S. Maybe post later or not, wait and see. But I will phone him I think because of technology ... Are going to write a test tomorrow so it will be neccessary -.-

Hikari said...

hey sorry i didnt comment ykno the whole timezone thing screws me all up eheh. Well i gotta say i've never heard of icq but i looked it up and i can probably set up an account. I use msn and such here in america, icq's not very popular. And Gentleman's Alliance Cross (a.k.a Shinshi Doumei Cross)! My fave! What volume just came out? we have #6 coming out in a few days, i've already put my order in on amazon but what came out in germany?

Hikari

P.S. It's your birthday soon. Mines in august ^-^. Coolio.

Chi said...

In Germany the #8 just came out ^^ I bought it too xD
So you have msn? I have both, but I usually only use msn. I rarely use icq xD

Carrie

P.S. Mine is in November ^^

Hikari said...

ok well as long as you don't tell me what happens im good. Hm well can you get ICQ on msn? i know you can for Yahoo i'd have to check, it would be a lot easier cause i already have two messengers.